Volume One :: Chapter Three


Jaejoong and Yunho walked through the downtown Seoul shopping center, arm in arm.

"That jacket would look so good on you!" Jaejoong pointed toward a window. Yunho just laughed and pulled him along, rather than tell him he didn't agree. The two of them gazed into the windows of shoe stores, fashion outlets, and toy stores. While Yunho tried on shoes or various shirts, Jaejoong would either clap or make a face of disapproval. They both found a pair of leather jeans they liked, and bought them to be 'twin bulgogis' as Jaejoong had so adorably put it. Jaejoong's eyes would widen whenever he saw a full outfit on display in a window, and he usually went inside to look at it a little more closely. Afterward, he would come bounding back outside, holding a bag full of complete and imcomplete outfits he claimed were 'hot.' They had nearly finished their money burning just ten minutes shy of 5 o'clock. Yunho had taken Jaejoong to a small park a little out of the way of the shopping center, and they were now seated on a metal bench.

"You really like shopping, don't you?" Yunho said, smiling as he wrapped his only free arm around Jaejoong's neck.

"Having you with me makes it better," Jaejoong replied, smiling. He leaned against Yunho's chest, then he set the bags down at his feet.

"The sun is going to be setting soon," Yunho whispered, running his hands through Jaejoong's hair.

"I know...I wanted to watch it with you," Jaejoong replied, smiling to himself. "No shame in wanting to see something beautiful with the one you love..." Jaejoong whispered, his voice barely audible.

"You're right..." Yunho said, leaning his head against Jaejoong's. A few moments passed, and the two of them remained as they were. When the sun finally started to set, Jaejoong snuggled against Yunho, and Yunho in turn held him close. The sky was emblazoned with rich pinks, reds, and oranges, but the pale purple shadowing under the clouds gave the landscape a somber feel. Fading rays of sunlight sliced through the trees around the two lovers. The light picked various resting places against the autumn colored leaves, and splashed warmly across the couples' faces. Jaejoong's eyes gazed in complete wonder at the sky, and he tried to take in all the colors as Yunho smiled down at him. Jaejoong nestled his head against Yunho's chest, and wrapped his arms around his waist.

"Isn't it beautiful..." Jaejoong mused aloud, while Yunho stared at the sky in amazement. When the sky shifted its gradients to bright red and gold, a single tear slipped past Jaejoong's lashes to slide down his face. Jaejoong smiled and closed his eyes as he felt Yunho's fingers run through his hair.

"It is beautiful," Yunho finally replied, then tenderly kissed Jaejoong's forehead.

"I'm glad you were here to watch it with me..." Jaejoong whispered.

"Me too, Boo..." Yunho whispered back, and they both smiled. The two of them stayed that way, watching the sun slowly fade behind a set of mountains in the distance.

Back at the recording studio, Changmin and Yoochun were packing up the remainder of their things, while Junsu stood by the door waiting.

"They never came back. I wonder if they're alright..." Yoochun said worriedly, stuffing some towels into his bag.

"I'm sure they're fine. They just went to see Jaejoong's mom. They probably just couldn't get away! You know she likes to see us whenever we get that rare chance to go with Jaejoong and visit her," Junsu replied, waving a hand toward the air in dismissal.

"Let's go back to the dorm and see if they're even back yet," Changmin said, hauling his bags onto his shoulders.

"Might as well, we're done here until tomorrow..." Yoochun replied, picking up his bags as he and Changmin headed over to join Junsu at the door.

Jaejoong and Yunho had arrived home just shortly after the other three had finished their day in the studio.

"They're gonna wonder why we didn't show up like we said we would," Jaejoong whispered to Yunho. The both of them were sprawled out on Junsu's bed.

"Doesn't that shirt look good on me?" Jaejoong asked, swooning as he mentally began going over everything he'd bought that day.

"Which one? I thought they all looked good on you, actually..." Yunho replied, rolling on top of Jaejoong.

"But you look the best on me!" Jaejoong giggled, leaning up to kiss Yunho on the cheek. Just as Yunho leaned back down to kiss Jaejoong back, they heard the door knob turn. Yunho quickly jumped from the bed and kicked their shopping bags underneath it. Jaejoong sat up immediately and pretended to be untying his shoes, while Yunho darted into the bathroom. Once the door opened, Jaejoong looked up from his shoes and smiled as the rest of his group came stumbling into the room.

"So you guys did make it back okay! How's your mom, Jaejoong?" Changmin asked, dropping his bags by the door. Junsu and Yoochun almost tripped on them, but successfully made it into the room without falling completely.

"She couldn't find Yunho's present at first! She said she might have lost it, but Yunho said he'd help her find it before she left. It was under her bed!" Jaejoong laughed, then stood up from the bed. "Sorry we took so long...I know we said we'd be back sooner..."

"It's alright. As long as you know you have to catch up!" Junsu said, walking over to Jaejoong to pat him on the back.

"What did we miss?" Yunho asked, coming out of the bathroom as he pretended to pull his pants up.

"I think it's safe to say you missed a lot," Yoochun laughed, tossing some sweaty clothes at Yunho from across the room.

"Well, as long as we find the time to make up for it," Yunho replied, tossing the clothes into a basket in the corner to be washed later.

"You're not gonna change your clothes? Or even take a shower? You've...been in a hot, sweaty studio all day..." Jaejoong asked, his face scrunching up.

"We used the ones in the back of the studio," Junsu said, picking at a loose string on his shirt.

"Oh...eww...the ones where there's only a curtain to hide you when you're naked! The curtains can fly open at any moment and you can see each other!" Jaejoong laughed, and Yunho covered his mouth to hide a smile. Junsu, Yoochun, and Changmin all had expressions of embarassment.

"Do you two wanna come with us to eat? We're going to some new restaurant Yoochun swears exists, but I've never heard of it..." Changmin asked, brushing his hair from his face as he looked at Jaejoong and Yunho. Jaejoong kicked his shoes off and rolled the socks off of his feet, then tossed them to the side.

"I'm pretty tired..." Yunho replied, faking a yawn fairly well.

"Me too, mom hugged me so much it made me exhausted!" Jaejoong added, then sighed deeply as he fell back onto Junsu's bed.

"You two look beat anyway...it's probably better if you just slept!" Junsu said, looking back and forth at the two of them as they faked their way through it.

"We'll be back later...remember to find some time to rehearse what you missed today. We can't fall behind!" Yoochun said, opening the door. After Junsu and Changmin filed back out of the room, Yoochun waved to Yunho and Jaejoong, then followed the others. The moment the door clicked shut, Yunho and Jaejoong remained still for a few moments. They had to make sure no one would be coming back for something they may have forgotten. Once they felt comfortable, Yunho tip toed over to the door and bolted it shut. Then, he turned around and faced Jaejoong, who was walking toward his bed to lie down. Smiling, Yunho moved silently toward Jaejoong, without him even hearing a sound.

"Yunho...when are we gonna tell the guys about us...?" Jaejoong asked, pulling the covers back on his bed as he got ready to slip underneath them. Jaejoong turned around just in time to see Yunho tackle him onto the bed. Jaejoong shrieked, and fell back as Yunho straddled him.

"Gotcha!" Yunho laughed, bending his arms outward to rest his palms on the bed next to Jaejoong's shoulders.

"You like sitting on me?" Jaejoong asked, running his hands up Yunho's arms.

"On the contrary..." Yunho whispered. Then, he grasped Jaejoong's arms as he flipped himself over onto his back, hauling Jaejoong with him so that their positions were now reversed. "It's better when you're sitting on me..."

"Yunho...you're such a romantic..." Jaejoong cooed, leaning down to gently brush his lips against Yunho's. Without warning, Yunho's hands moved to undo Jaejoong's pants. He managed to get the zipper down, and the buttons undone, but Jaejoong had to pull his pants off himself. Grinning, Yunho's hands ran up Jaejoong's now naked legs. Jaejoong smiled as he felt Yunho's hands come to a stop on his backside.

"Still no underwear..." Yunho laughed to himself, his hands now moving underneath Jaejoong's shirt to caress his back. Sighing softly, Jaejoong began to undo Yunho's pants. To Yunho's surprise, Jaejoong was quicker than him, even as he pulled the pants completely off. Finally, Yunho slipped his fingers under the waistband of his underwear and slid them down as far as they would go. Jaejoong had to pull them the rest of the way off, and while he did that, Yunho wasted no time in stripping his shirt off as well. Jaejoong crawled back on top of Yunho, but sat on his stomach, rather than his waist. He grabbed the bottom of his shirt, then pulled it up slowly, as if to taunt Yunho.

"Should I...?" he whispered, then began to pull it back down.

"You're such a tease..." Yunho said, sitting up as he grabbed Jaejoong's shirt and pulled it over his head. Gasping, he jokingly covered his chest as if he'd been violated.

"You're a beast!" Jaejoong said, his thighs already tightening against Yunho's sides.

"You would know," Yunho said, then grinned evily. He quickly threw a hand out, grabbing Jaejoong by the back of the neck. Before giving Jaejoong time to respond, Yunho then pulled him into a passionate kiss. As Yunho began to lie back down, he took Jaejoong with him. Their kiss becoming deeper, Yunho moved his free hand up and down the side of Jaejoong's body. He heard Jaejoong moan softly, then broke the kiss. Yunho grasped Jaejoong's arms and the both of them sat up together. They stared into one another's eyes for quite some time. Yunho couldn't believe how beautifully clear Jaejoong's eyes were, and they made Yunho feel like he was the only one. Through the curtains on the glass doors, a thick ray of moonlight splashed across Jaejoong's face. Then Jaejoong smiled, and his eyes sparkled in that brilliant light. Jaejoong felt as if he could never be in love with anyone else more than he was with Yunho. Jaejoong gasped as Yunho grabbed his waist gently and pulled him closer. Placing his hands against Yunho's chest, Jaejoong shook his head.

"Tell me first. Then show me..." he whispered. Yunho stared at him for a moment, then nodded.

"Sarang hae. Neol eonjena saranghal kkeoya, Jaejoong..." Yunho whispered. Tears fell from Jaejoong's eyes at hearing each word. Wrapping his arms around Yunho's neck, Jaejoong pulled him closer and kissed him.

"Show me, Yunho..." he breathed against Yunho's lips. Then, Yunho smiled and adjusted Jaejoong's position on his lap. Jaejoong wrapped his legs around Yunho's waist, then sighed deeply as he felt Yunho slip inside of him. Not wanting to cause pain, Yunho moved his hips at a gradually slow pace in the beginning. But as Jaejoong's head dipped back, he whispered for Yunho to go faster.

"I don't want to h--" Yunho began, but was silenced as Jaejoong's nails ran across the back of Yunho's shoulders. Tightening his hold on Jaejoong's waist, Yunho began to go harder and deeper. Moans of pleasure escaped Jaejoong's lips, and he drew close to screaming Yunho's name at one point. Yunho had to kiss him hard just to quiet him. As Jaejoong's tongue thrashed savagely against Yunho's, he tightened around Yunho once again. Fully aroused, Yunho moaned against Jaejoong's lips, and slipped his fingers up Jaejoong's sweat slicked back. To help further themselves, Yunho instructed Jaejoong to move his hips against him, which Jaejoong began doing immediately. The quicker they moved together, the louder Jaejoong's moaning became. Jaejoong had never felt so close to anyone in his life, like he could love Yunho forever. He felt so strongly toward him, that anything to separate them would drive him to madness. Suddenly, Yunho slowed himself, and his hands found their way back to Jaejoong's waist.

"Yun...Ho..." Jaejoong whispered in between ragged breathing, tears forming in his eyes as he looked at Yunho in complete awe. Yunho only smiled, then bent forward. Jaejoong's back now rested against the bedsheets below him, while Yunho was on his knees. Yunho held Jaejoong's legs firmly against his waist. Leaning over Jaejoong, he pressed his lips softly against his lover's neck. Yunho whispered into Jaejoong's ear for approval to continue, and Jaejoong nodded as he slowly twined his fingers unevenly with Yunho's. Slowly, Yunho began to move within him again. Jaejoong bit his lip, trying hard not to cry out. Pressing his legs harder against Yunho's waist, it allowed for Yunho's hands to move. Gripping Jaejoong's hands tightly, Yunho forced them onto the bed. Then, he slowly pushed them upward until he had them pinned above Jaejoong's head. Yunho's hips moved quicker as he felt Jaejoong's nails begin to dig into his hands. Jaejoong's thighs tensed as he felt Yunho's lips and tongue sliding over his chest. Their breathing was becoming deeper, and Jaejoong gasped as he felt Yunho hit a pleasure spot.

"I'm...getting..." Yunho breathed heavily, sweat glistening across his body.

"Me too...oh...Yunho..." Jaejoong gasped in between breaths, and Yunho nodded. Pushing farther inside of him, he heard Jaejoong moan deeply. Jaejoong's body lurched upward, and that signaled to Yunho that Jaejoong was about to climax. Yunho steadied himself and felt his own apex of rapture getting closer. With one more thrust, Yunho's body trembled, as did Jaejoong's. He bent down once more and kissed Jaejoong hard, and they both let themselves get lost in complete ecstacy.

"Yunho..." Jaejoong whispered, his lips trembling against Yunho's. When their bodies had finally calmed after several moments, Yunho collapsed onto Jaejoong's chest. Jaejoong's legs went limp and his body shivered. Yunho released Jaejoong's hands as he felt his lover's hold on him easing. Making sure not to move too fast, he pulled himself out, but remained against Jaejoong's chest.

"You're amazing..." Yunho whispered, then weakly pushed himself up so he could face Jaejoong.

"Mm...love you..." Jaejoong began, as he wrapped his arms around Yunho's neck. Yunho leaned down and kissed Jaejoong once more, then slowly rolled onto his back.

"I love you, too, Boo..." Yunho whispered.

"I can't sleep just yet..." Jaejoong said, slowly lifting himself to a sitting position.

"Just move into your bed...they know we like to sleep naked anyway," Yunho laughed.

"You're the one who does that, you exhibitionist!" Jaejoong giggled, sticking his tongue out as he stood on wobbly legs. Moving slowly, he reached his own bed and slipped underneath the covers.

"Sleep good, Boo..." Yunho smiled, pulling the covers over his body.

"I will, thanks to you!" Jaejoong replied. They joked around saying 'I love you' and 'I love you more' for several moments, then their voices quieted as they made themselves comfortable. Finally, the two of them fell asleep, facing one another.